Tinkie A.D.

A bridge between the hands and the heart…

This is from my bunspace blog

I wanted to let you guys know that me and Dave are coming along. There are less tears out of nowhere, but they still come when I read the comments and watch the videos or look at old photos. But even through the tears I still can’t bare to not see her, even if only in pictures. I’m only sleeping with the stuffed bunny now, I can get through the day without holding it so I guess that is progress.

The vet visit with the dog went well, she has an upper respiratory infection and needs antibiotics and we got her some estrogen for her incontinence and we’ve started Metacam for mild arthritis. Too bad there wasn’t a cure for the drooling and farting. Well with that huge releif we also got a tremendous surprise. There is a Bunspace Angel, a person with a heart so rich with love and kindness, who has paid for Trinket’s special Cremation!! This was such a beautiful and thoughtful gesture in doing this, and it kept our bill from going over the top of that freakout number that I have in my head, LOL. Thank YOU, Thank YOU so much, you have truly touched us. The girl who informed me is just so blown away with shock that people we have never met personally would do such a thing and anonomously at that!! She can hardly beleive that such a place as bunspace exists with such amazing and with caring people.

I also found a surprise in my email today as well, notification that another Bunspace Angel has gifted our family with a whole years VIB!!! OMG, Trinket will not fade away into the archives of bunspace!! Thank you so much for helping me to continue to share her with you!! I feel like she has been helped to be raised by this entire community of people and buns that all love her. If only our families and our closest “real world” friends could be so thoughtful and sensative to eachother!

Wembly and his Dad have made another song for my sweet Girl and I have been working on my own Tribute to Trinket all afternoon. The computer went nuts today and I thought I fried my hard drive when for awhile none of the programs would work or open properly, but this evening I finally have things working and have managed to upload to YOUtube. I hope you will be comforted too by what  I think are some of her greatest insites to life. My wonderful girl showed us all so much and somehow I was able to tap into what I think she’d want me to share with you. So its more like her Tribute to Life than my trubute to her.  Thank you so much for another beautiful song Mike and Wembly, I know I will be spending a lot of time watching it over and over again. Your beautiful music and soothing voice has helped bring me closer to  peace and acceptance. What an amazing gift of healing and love for Trinket, XO Laura

And if you haven’t cried enough, I also want to post a beautiful Tribute Video that Suzy Q and Mom did for Trinket as well. I cried and cried when I watched this the first time, but it was a good cry, theuraputic and cleansing so it was such a good thing. Thank you sweet hearts for such a lovely and sweet Tribute to “OUR” sweet Trinket.

So I won’t be around at all tomorrow. I just found out Trinket’s Aunti Sherri Ellen has lost her father just yesterday and the funeral is tomorrow, 3 1/2 hours away. She is unable to get there so Dave and I are taking her down so she can say her good byes and to try and be a support to her. I’m still a bit numb and scattered myself, but helping someone else will help me snap out of it!! Trinket would want me to be strong for her. Loosing a father is one of the hardest things in life, I remember, its still not been that long for me. So she joins me in orphanhood, a wounded child left to carry on alone in the world, no matter how old we get, its a challenging realization to be the last of your family line.

So don’t worry for me, I sucking it up and finding my way along a healing path. Surprisingly making this video of Trinket has really helped me a lot. Taking the time to contemplate her wisdom and strength has given me some freedom of the pain in the pit of my stomach, I think I can finally breath again tonight. I have been spending as much time outside in the dark under the stars as I can. I still cannot find her in the sky above me yet, but I know she is near. xo Laura

Well Kiddies, this was Mamma’s first video she managed to finish with the new camera. But so far I can’t see no “HD” so what the heck?? So far I think the picture qaulity sucks, maybe she did something wrong? Oh well, it don’t matter to me so much but Mamma is totally baffled! So this one is not the greatest but she was using two different editors on it so that might be why it’s not so good. She decided next time she’ll just use her usual windows movie maker to edit it and not the the software that came with it, which left her wanting way more ability to do stuff

Enough of that. So I did make it to the garden yesterday even though the weather was not so great, but it seemed to get better in the afteroon, the blackflies and mosquitos sure liked it!! Thankfully they buzzed all over Mamma and chewed her up and left me and Daddy alone, LOL. I was a bit tired yesterday so I wasn’t quite as active as I have been, but I did have fun climbing around in the soft dirt! Mamma says I am a dirty girl, I was so covered in dirt after, hehe, I don’t mind~ it sure felt good       

I don’t care if I look funny the way I got to move around, I eventually get where I want to go. Besides I find its way easier without my cart out in the garden, I guess I got the wrong kind of wheels on it

Trinket is a Dirty Girl!!

Mamma says I had dirt everywhere, just as much in my diaper as on the outside! So we got the herbs planted so now we just got to water them and wait to nom on them once they get big enough! Do you think Gracie and Puds will be grateful for my efforts helpin Mamma in the garden?

So in our blog, me and mamma have started a new category of Rabbit Health, and over there I have started a little article all on My Health Tips, I talk about the kinds of therapies and issues that have helped me in my day to day management of my E. Cuniculi. We even posted the new recipe for my Slippery Elm diet so check it out some time if you are curious. xox T

This is me just a few weeks after getting my wheel chair cart!! I am gonna go!!     

    I  don’t let anything get me down. xox T