Tinkie A.D.

A bridge between the hands and the heart…

This is from this afternoon blog on bunspace.com

I found another miracle for today anyway!!

I just got back from the vet and I want to say first off, my pulse is much stronger today!! so much that I was able to have some needles without worry of depleting my Chi. It seems as the day goes on I feel a bit stronger and I even sat in the waiting room with Mamma and nibbled  a tiny corner of cracker and few springs of cilantro and carrot top. I am holding my head up and my ears are forward again. My eyes are still cloddish, Dr Deb thinks its from my eyelashes rubbing on my eyes, but why I am having this issue now after all these years I couldn’t tell you, but its very annoying!

I didn’t get any fluids cause I am still chunky feeling and well hydrated, I had a vitamin B shot given in my stomach points (aqua puncture) and Deb did some acupuncture test with the needles to see what points are giving me so much trouble, STOMACHE and bladder. But at this point with me still so poorly it wouldn’t be safe to give me any antibiotic for the bladder infection that must still be brewing, Mamma did see a wee bit of pus in my urine a few days ago but nothing since. So we wait for my tummy to feel better. I am to detox for the weekend, only getting a very weak ginger tea and the fibreplex stuff in my CC, then on Monday I am to start a new herb for my tummy. We will start off slow and and at a low dose and see how I do. Dr Deb is going to be away all next week, but told Mamma she can reached by phone for consultation if I need her.

Dr Deb said I look so much better today, but I am still not out of the woods, but she and Mamma are hopeful as I am so much improved from yesterday. I had been like that for a few days and Deb thought too my time was up~ again, but no, I proved them wrong~again. I guess I might have part cat in me, how many lives is this now? I should not be cocky I have a long way to go and all I can say is that today I feel hopeful again, I know Daddy will home tomorrow and I can make him laugh again by smoochin his ear, that makes me so happy and I will probably pee on his too, I’m so glad he doesn’t mind. Deb did tell Mamma that she didn’t think I had any pain, not like the time I had the pneumonia, I scared them both so bad when I screamed in the office when she examined me, they both thought for sure I was a goner. But this time Deb says she could see a depression or Malaise that she sees with the cancer patients, just that first part of emotionally detaching and not caring to carry on. Mamma saw it as detaching from this world, I was  here still physically but not mentally, I was watching that meadow. But today I am all here, mind body and spirit and of course smoocher.

I am very tired from the trip to town so I think I will have a nice nap before my CC dinner. I have resigned to allow Mamma to continue the feedings. I was starting to really give her hard time about this, but this morning I almost got poked in the good eye when I tried to squirm away from the syringe. Mamma told me she was going to stick by me and that means the syringe so I had to try and let her, so I did. Now I don’t fight her I am annoyed at having to have it so much, but I know this is the only way I can stay here until I get feeling like my old self with my three salads a day.

I am so overwhelmed by all the prayers, vibes and encouragement. I don’t know but I think its all of us working together that makes me better. With all those voices sweetly asking for my healing how could the universe not? I know I am one extremely lucky bun girl, lucky for my sweet Mamma that keeps on no matter what and how much she fears, lucky for my Daddy who works so hard so Mamma can do all she does, lucky for all the love and friendship we have found here from so many incredible bunny families!! And lucky to be able to just be the bunny that I am, warts an all I love all you guys so much for making such a difference in my life and my family’s.  I ask one last thing though, please don’t worry about me, I think I’m gonna be OK, that’s my plan anyway, I’ve decided I want to make it to BunFest in August, I’ve got my sites on that for now.

 But please visit Stewart, he is battling Cancer and its terrible, there are no words that could possibly describe what his family must be going through. Please let them know they are not alone, that we see them, hear their pain and are willing to be witness to it and hopefully help share the weight of it. I know its hard in these cases, the waiting is awful especially when hope is fleeting. Stewart’s Mommy wants to try steroids but he has to be off metacam for three days, I know these next days are going to be so hard for Stewart and his family, hoping and waiting for a gift of a miracle in this treatment. I know knowing what to say is very hard sometimes, so even just leaving some carrots would speak volumes. Thank you for being so ”bunderful” every bun of you!! xox T

Tags: sick bunny

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